Choices

There comes a time..   A time where we all must make choices in life.

Sometimes it's something small - vanilla or twist? cup or cone? water or Dr Pepper?  These types usually require very little thought (twist, cup -with sprinkles please, and Dr Pepper- duh you should know that!).

Others however, require much more thought.  Careful thought and research.

Do you go with your gut instinct?  That first punch gut reaction?

Or do you follow your heart?

I admit that there was a brief moment in time where I waivered.

I had made my choice, declared it to all!!

But for that nanosecond.. yes it was so very brief, a millisecond if you will - which makes me ponder, which is smaller? a nanosecond or a millisecond?  I digress.

For that tiny speck in time, my attention was caught elsewhere and I almost forsaked forsook? turned my back on all I believed in.

For my own sanity and yes for you, my readers (hi, hi & hi.. I think I got all of you),  I went back again.  To re-examine all the evidence.  To find out which was true.. The initial dedication or that brief glimpse at another life.

I can say again with complete confidence that I am 100% Team EDWARD ! 

I admit, I'm not proud of it.. but I will admit that Jakob's buff body turned my head for that nanosecond.. I had to go back and watch Eclipse twice* just to be sure of my Edward loyalty and it's still there!!   If you want my full thoughts and feelings on the movie, go read it here but be warned.. There may be spoilers involved.






 *If someone wants to front me the movie ticket $$, I'll be happy to go back and re-examine my decision over and over and over again..  *wink*